did i find it?
i feel like all i've found is an old friend
who keeps a ticket in his pocket:
a show we've seen together
the only show we've seen together

where is he now?
losing teeth to anxiety
he was promised to be killed
by everyone around him

and this is what happens when you find god
when your mother is super proud of you
when your brother with my same name doesn't care anymore
and when life becomes a screen

and i know it isn't easy
to accept it's not a joke
or to even talk about it
knowing that it's true

well i feel like what you found
was a way to be yourself
to find someone at your level
to keep their pictures on your screen

and was your dick hard?
and should I laugh of you?
does that make me awful
that you're my favourite anecdote?

it's that i cannot stand religion
and that i was always left out
and i was never a medicine student
or a red cross volunteer

it's that my mother never vanted
of how great i was with kids
well that's kind of embarassing now
seeing what you did

it's simply funny to me
that you'd become such a role model
while you'd put cameras in the toilettes
while you'd force young girls to undress

but what kind of a role model
would be condemned to seven years of jail
for fucking pedopornography?